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06 April 2007 @ 05:44 pm
Only a FriendCollapse )
Current Location: my bed
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: things I'll never say - avril lavigne
03 March 2007 @ 11:07 am
yesterday's indiscretions
tomorrow’s feeble desire
grey green and flowing
she dances on her toes

it's not the same this time
she is someone else
not herself, and not me
this time she is real
and I am the illusion

arms arched and downcast eyes
music box doll-blushing countenance
not a soft dark opium dream
but a genuine dreadful beauty

golden tear lost in descent
breathe in the frozen air
breathe out thermal exposure
eternally hide your body
18 January 2007 @ 10:58 pm
A Cask of AmontilladoCollapse )
Current Location: my dorm room
Current Mood: grumpygrumpy
Current Music: remember the name - fort minor
17 January 2007 @ 10:39 am
He calls me

And we talk

But I can't hear


Over the sound of

His skin

Like canvass growing

Around the bullet

To conceal and disprove

The pain.
05 January 2007 @ 02:42 pm
deathCollapse )
Current Location: my bed
Current Mood: morosemorose
Current Music: welcome to hell - sum 41
04 January 2007 @ 09:06 pm
There's beauty
Trapped in her lips
Underneath the shiny red
Of bruises -
dried and old.
She smiles
And pain hides itself
In baby blue lined
Heartache -
thin and cold.
There's peace
Until her bag of tricks
Lies empty -
string and glue.
She's waiting
For the something better
To hide in -
paint and glue.
Current Location: the living room
Current Mood: cynicalcynical
Current Music: waiting on the world to change - john mayer
04 January 2007 @ 08:48 am
Will you wait for me?
I won't be long -
No longer than I waited for you
At least.
Perhaps it's best
Now that I'm gone -
To visit places you'd never want
To take me.
Will you long for me?
I won't stay there -
In laughter and contentment
Without you.
I'll grow weary
Of the constant light -
That you tried to make me
Current Location: my bed
Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: get me gone - fort minor
03 January 2007 @ 12:21 am
Breathe deeply now,
And disappear
To places where you'll smile
Take me with you
And I'll live again
Death won't visit for a while
Laugh freely here
And I won't weep
When you have to say goodbye
Walk softly now,
My hand is limp
And I've no strength to cry.
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: a lack of color - death cab for cutie
26 December 2006 @ 03:47 pm
Where the heck is everyone?? Does anybody write anymore? LOL

08 December 2006 @ 01:04 pm
hmm...not what I was expecting to flow out of me in less than five minutes. But oh well. At least I'm writing! :) *is happy*

MaybeCollapse )
Current Location: phcc, waiting for matthew
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Current Music: empty apartment - yellow card